marvelous_megan

Woahhh. 
I think that
I ughh kinda
forgot all about
this websitee haha.
so there for i havent
journaled in a 
long long
timee,
heh.
Well maybe,
it is because i
have been sooo
busyyy! its not funn
i havent been 
home for
2 1/2 weeks 
i miss my brother
i miss my friends.
i miss my pool,
i miss my bed.
i missed my best friends birthday.
oh i do miss my dad.
i miss my mom.
im ganna miss him..

i wish i could have the
weekend of the 18-20
all over again.
i wish that summer wasnt
almost over.

im glad that i had
a great weekend at tec
im glad i made some
amazing new friends

 Well, I kinda have a remake of the song Love Song. I changed it to Lock Song. Well i didnt change it by myself. I have help from my buddy, Lock (hanna) :] People are always asking. Wtf? Why do you call each other Lockk and bby lock. Well good story. Well, are english class was going to the book fair thingg. and we found journals. with locks and keys on it. soo.. we were like heyy, look some locks. lets take em. :] so we took some locks. and we were like lock lock lock!! and stuff and now we have all these lock jokes. we have a lock song. lock face. lock necklace. yeahh well anything lockk is uss :] lock and bby lock. and we have momma lock. locks mom :]] 
I love hanna. she is amazingg. if it wasnt for the hole lock thingg. we wouldnt evenn be like we aree. i was/am heart broken when she moved awayy. but she will continue to be locked in my heart. i know it sounds childishh but its what we got and it will continue forever! i love you lockk. 
-- bby lock (*_*) oh and ps. anything with lock we underline

Do you ever think about life? Do you ever think about life the way i think about it? Lets just think. Seconds are ticking by. Most of it is just wasted time. Time you will never get back. Think about it. All those wasted minutes just sitting being bored out of your mind. Those are the minutes you will never get back. Or how about the times that you say. Oh gosh i wish i could live that moment again. But why? Why do you want to if you have already lived it. What do you want to make it better? But why make it better if you would of done anything different then, then you wouldnt be where you are. It might have taken you down a different path in life. Or how about when you say that you wish you were a kid again. I know that everyone says it. Everyone has there moments. But think. Why do you want to be a kid again. You had atleast ten great years of childhood. Those ten years made you who you are today. But really. Why? Why is all i ask why do you want to live something you have already lived? You had all the time you wanted to do what you could while you were a child. I know as years go on toys and things get that much better, but when you were a kid the toys you had were the bestt. they were the coolest, only cause you didnt have the option to have a toy that is made in the year of 2008, the toys that all the young kids are playing with today will be out dated in a few years, there will be better toys. but that is beside the point. i just want to know why people want to live what they have already life. i mean yeah sometimes you want to change certain things. but you only say that. but if you had the oppertunity to change it. and go back in that time frame would you? would you change it? would it change the person you are now if you would have done it the way you think it should have been done? i know that for a while after i went to the hospital. i regreted it all. i wish that i wouldnt have been so fucking dumb. i mean what the fuck is wrong with me? but really, now i am glad it happen to me. i learned a huge lesson. and i hope that other people that had heard about it learn as well. learn to control the drinking. for me. i drank wayy to much in a short amount of time. and i have learned. if i choose to drink again then it wouldnt be like i did last time. but the main thing is everyone makes mistakes but those mistakes from the past make you who you are. and i know for me i didnt know if my best friend would forgive me for it. but she did. she relized that it was a huge mistake and life goes on. i couldnt thank her enough for what she has done for me. but anyways lets not forget about the past, lets move on with the future and not wish we were who we arent.

Old People Sure Can Brighten A Day.
Community Servicee; Well Lets Just Say Was Quit The Expirenceee. Wow. The "Boss" Guy Was A Complete Ass. He Gave Me The Fucking Job To Pick Up Trash Around The Buildingg. So I Did That. It Took Me Like 15 Minutess. I Go Back In, Okay Im Done. "Ohh You Did The To Fast, You Better Go Get Some More Trash From Down The Street." Ohh Fuckk I Wanted To Kill Him. I Mean What A Dickk.
And Wow. Can Old People Be Creepyyy. Wow. This Old Guy Was Totally Hitting On Me. I Mean WTF!!! Haha.
And This Old Lady Just Told Me To Ignor Him. Haha. But Its Hard To Be Mean To The Elderss. Ha.

So That Was Four Hours Of My Summer. Gone. And Boring. :]

 Hehe, Thiss questionn makes me smile. Because me and Beau taked bout this the other night. 
Because we were talking about all the negitves of being a girl. Like. All the "girl" stuff :] 
That suckk. :\ but thenn i girl is just finee. When it comes to some of the funn things :]

Well. I dont really know what i am doing yet. Jae and i are just trying to figure this outt.
Its kinda different. :\  but ill figure it out. And hopefully get some friends to join :]
Well. ta ta for now.

No One Really Introduced Me. I Have Just Heard About It. So I Decided To See What It Really Is. :]